As Cuba Gooding Jr. says in Jerry MacGuire,
"These are the ABC's of me, baby!"
Who I AM in All of This
My role in this total chaotic transformational process is to share what I have learned with those who are ready, so that it can be so much easier than it was for me, and INFINITELY easier than for those who don't seek the answers and try to hold onto the old way of navigating in the world.
My particular area of passion and purpose is to help people let go of their old work and do what they are here to do. To guide people in how to contribute the special and awesome gift to this planet that they were born to give. To help people reconnect with their True Selves, their Passion and their Purpose.
Do you want to know more?
Over the course of this particular lifetime, my personal experience and my education have given me what I need to specialize in this subject. And I'll be honest, much of the time, my learning process has not been fun. I was born into relative poverty and anger and fear, and then stumbled through trying to find a different way to live without any of the support and guidance that I am offering you. My hope and intention is that you don't have to make all the mistakes I made and learn the hard way as I did.
Of course, I've done this work in many, many lifetimes and came into this world an expert, but I chose to 'forget' that for awhile so I could walk out the steps in the journey myself, so that I could really, truly understand how hard it can be. Believe me, I've felt the helplessness, the hopelessness, the self-doubt and self-loathing, the crippling, knee-buckling FEAR, the utter belief in limitation and lack, the ANGER and resentment, and the constant feeling that everyone else had it better and there must be something seriously wrong with me because I couldn't make it happen like they could.
I have done work FAR beneath my skills, experience, and training, and have gone from one disheartening job to another, never finding any sense of fulfillment, never receiving any respect or appreciation of what I had to offer. I have struggled to repair my relationship with money and abundance my entire life, and know what it's like to stand in food lines and spend hours at the welfare office surrounded by the broken and beaten.
I have let the opinions and feelings of others totally circumvent what my heart and soul were trying to tell me, and have gone down so many dark roads and blind alleys because of it.
I have given my services and my power away over and over and over and have been shown in multiple painful ways how that hurts me, my friends and family, and really the whole world, and prevents me from serving those who are ready to hear me and appreciate and USE what I have to offer.
I have never 'fit in', never been able to understand why the people around me were making the choices they were making, and have spent a life feeling frustrated, rejected, and sad. I joined many movements whose intentions were to make the world a better place, and surrounded myself with the anger, the pain, and the evidence of what was most wrong with the world in my eyes.
I have followed so many people that I felt were smarter or better or more powerful than me, resulting in yet more lessons and more misery and more backsliding in my own efforts to do what I was here to do.
I have also spent the last ten years doing energetic service to this planet, which has taxed my mind and body to the breaking point more than once. I have experienced Ascension Symptoms that have made it impossible for me to do much of anything besides curl up in a miserable ball and pray for it to be over.
I have traveled to sacred sites all over the country, learning Truths (mostly the hard way) and activating those sacred sites with my unique energy and experiencing their activation of me. I have met the most radiant, pure, and loving souls, and have encountered plenty of greedy, dark, and manipulative imposters.
I have suffered and finally been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, and have sought out and learned everything I can about how to manage that as well.
I have become so sensitive to the toxins in this world that I have had to learn huge volumes of information about natural health and organic living and have had to completely redesign my life to release the 'conventional' ways of living, or suffer the consequences.
I have undergone psychic attack many times, in order to push me to learn everything I possibly could about psychic self-defense.
I have sought and faced death twice so that I could find out for myself what that feels like, and what REALLY works to pull others back from the edge of that chasm of despair.
(A drawing I did in a transitional period of my life, called "Surrender.")
So what has all of this given me?
